Fighting with mass tins, Fighting with thoughts..

Today was a soo.... sian day!
Marking day was over and we had to get back our mid year papers. I didnt do very well. How dissappointing. I expected my chemistry to do better, However, i was taken by surprise. I did not even do as well as some of my other classmate who failed. i didn't mean to compete with them. It's just that I did so badly that i begin to indulge in self-pity? LOl. not really the case though... Sigh. My english paper was alright i guess. I had never been so happy go lucky for my english paper. How surprising.. Went to AVt to check our papers after recess and i had quite a great time. everyone fare well for chinese. All except me. GREAT. oh well... Had my backbone check and hey... bad news. I had to go to the health promotion board. OH GREAT. My top is curve to the left while my centre is OUT OF POINT! whattttT!!!!!

SIGH*

After school, i met up with the logistics to scrub and clean the mass tin. It practically wants my life!!! we only manage to wash a small box of mass tin which took us hours! GREAT. just great! Next week also have to do again. I want to smack my face man!! ZZZZ
Forget it. we delibertately took pictures to show kenny how hard we work and even thought of uploading them on facebook. LOL. Cool but really, it's super tiring and we still got a big box left to scrub, rinse and dry!! i so wanted to die man. jin ting they also. kai tjoon and haziq with kai tjoon's fren, benjamine. lol. so wanted to go home and i made it. oh, eddie help us too. he so strong in a way that .... nvm i dunno how to say. but i found out that he has a dog named Kazel. Strange eh? but i think shawn's dog,money, sounds even worse. As in, it sounds strange to name a dog that. lol. he said he will show me his dog picture. but i didn't get to see it cause i forgot? nvm, will try to remind him next time. lol. he is a nice person. lol

anyw, got to go. i had to do something else. some thing more to myself... i felt something breaking apart slowly in me, But it's the power in me that prevents it. Something strong.I have never felt this before. it's strong but i am not scared to let myself break down to this sadness. I so badly wanted this to end. Right now, at this moment.. I am sad.