The heart

It has been sometime since i last blogged.

Life is just like a winding road.

It takes me to places I didn't want to go.

The song, Thunder, by Boys like Girls.

Shall not elaborate further.

Good nights.

O levels

O levels is here already. I meant this year, I would be sitting for the O level.
OMG, I have never thought it would be so fast, in a blink of eye...

SIGH, I need help... I am not confident of my O levels...
This is unlike the feeling I felt for PSLE...
God, help me. MAN
SHIT.

AHHHHH, i must not let her down since i moved her..
NIGHTS

wavering~...

I am still stressed up about the matter...

I thought I had made my decision?

What's wrong with me?

Why am I still having doubts?

This cannot continue...

It's too late to change...

What do I really want?



Why am I having two sided views?

Why am I so stressed up about that matter?

Things have not really even begin and I am like nonono?

Stop being a loser minhua.



Thanks a lot.

Since I have to make a decision,

and the fact that I have,

I will have to follow it.

I shall not be afraid.

I will anticipate and not be such a ...



I need courage and bravey

All the way!

I solved 99% of the problem.

Now it all lies with me. .

I would do it.

I would prove to myself.

Good luck and all the way



Wipe away your fears

Face them and not run away

That's the only way to do it

breathe breathe and breathe







Anyway SJ is coming soon><

HE IS SO CUTEEEEE!!!!!!!!><><><

But the tickets are so ex):

I saw the picture though. ><

*melts* LOL

bye^^

COCONUT!

:D

Hello(:

Yesterday I accompany my mum to the supermarket to buy 6 coconuts from Thailand!
Brought my little cousin to school and went to eat after that.

My mum have to like cut open the coconut in order for us to consume it right?
The juice was like flying all over and in my face. OMG!
So juicy! I like coconuts^^ The white white part where it is edible, It was super~~!!!
However, the NOT super thing is that my mum have to clear up the mess!
If not the sweet juice would attract a lot of ants. ):

IN CONCLUSION, coconuts are nice but troublesome.^^
I would not complaint the next time I buy a coconut if it cause 2-3 dollar? I dunno :/

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Light

I have found the light to my tunnel.
It was a long process and definately lesson was learn.
Sometimes things in life are not to be rush.
We should give it a try before we decide to answer to your fate.
I found my answer.
With great thanks to them who give me advices(:

Now is the EOY so jia yous to all~

I am facing this Predicament, What am I going to do?..

I have been fretting about this issue for many days.
I don't know what to do..
All of a sudden, I realised something I have never before.
I want to be ordinary, NOT extraordinary.
I want to be normal as in lead a normal life.
I am afraid of taking challenges..
In fact, I am afraid of many things...

I don't want to face stress, having to work overtime.
I don't want to be placed under peer pressure.
I dont want to see attitudes.
I don't want mountains of work
I want to unsaddle my work load.
I am tired, exhuasted
I want to produce results,meeting expectations..
and it's not easy..

I have to make a decision
Time is running out
I dont know to go left or go right
I wish time could freeze right now
At this moment...
But after much conclusion on birthday wishes,
I think I would have to work physically and mentally for the magic to happen
I need to find someone.
A soul mate? Or what exactly is a soul mate?

I need to find a soul.
Someone who would listen to me.
Provide me with guidence if possible.
Someone who would talk to me and
Put himself/herself in my shoes
Someone who would understand me and
Not make judgements about me
I need the right soul..
A selfless individual
Not because of ulterior motives
Not competitions
Or personal benefits
And many many more..

I am still searching..When would you come?

Meanwhile, I am contented with helpful and close friends of mine
Thanks for providing me with the support and encouragement
One of you once apologied to me about not being able to help
when I spilled out my troubles
You don't have to help not exactly by solving the problem
You are actually helping me by listening
and answering my queries and doubts.
Thanks for believing in me.
YOU GUYS are the best

Thanks for giving me sound advices
bring me back to reality
I have to face the problem
With courage and a clear mind.
I know I can do it.
You believed in my abilities and I would too
Thanks for enlightening me.
If you have more, please flood me with them..
I know I won't drown because I would fight my way
With methods and stratagies and most of all, with courage.

I learnt a valuable lesson today
and would continue to do so
when faced with the vissicitudes of life.
I am losing myself I know,
but I would find it back with sheer determination.

I would be strong emotionally,mentally and physically
but at times succumbing to your emotions would be right turn you would make....

Shall I take a step at a time?

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Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath
as you walk through the doors..

Tragic

Right. I am thinking of what to write but now, my nose is bleeding.
GReat. Moans and cries today.
Piteously.
I wonder why some children/teens are just like that...
Stop pushing responsibilities and faults at others and do think about what you did.
The days she spent worrying and caring for you since young.
The things she did to save you and make you strong and healthy.
All that she did was because she LOVE you so much. More than your sibling.
Everyone helped.
Groanings are natural and common.
But excessive is bad.
Where is your love?
Did you show it?
Patience?
Do you feel the guilt?
Does tears only seem liked the language you could understand?
Does shedding tears meant guilt?
Pay attention.
Do it well and once.
Show her that her efforts are not in vain.
Show her what is
Thank you for everthing you have done
I love you
And
I will save you

I love you and I will save you...